Please dont stop even when i told you to do so?

I need more courage. I'm almost giving up at everything. All I need is the strengh to move on, which I dont want to. because if I moved all my dreams will break down, and I dont get anything after all this while. I'm lost and seems like nothing could bring me back. I'm a pathetic girl whom afraid of growing up because I'm such a freak that love my past so much. big mistake, I'm sorry.

Even the stopped clock is right twice a day

Salam Aidiladha, sorry for being late peeps :) (like there's someone care)

So 4 days off were a blast enjoy ahhh even lepas amek result hahah dont care. New Mooooooon kah kah desprate gila nak tengok ni nasib baik student price so The Garden gila cekik darah :O sit alone while my sister and her friend sit infront once again I dont care because worth it. Just kalau tengok dengan keng-kawan lagi best kot Jacob is soo the wolf rawrr hahah while Edward is still the pure-pale-hottie xD haiya its hard ya know being Bella in the middle of a warewolf and a vampire, fighting for you GAAAAAH I soo wanna be her! hahah hmm well it's Sunday, I think I've hurt some hearts out there I'm sorry I didnt mean to. but yeah you hurt me too once, nonono twice so chill okay. Going back to Tangkak, April still will be in my most precious month that I'm looking forward to. Cant wait. ohhh everyone, dont forget me can? 'cause its hurt, desprate -__-

Bless you

Ahhhhhhhhhhh It's Saturday at last! phewww what a looooong week for me. new lecturers, classes, thesis etc etc etc I can go on forever with my work list and the most unbelieveable thing that I've agreed to join in was the..the 'sketsa' :O I cant do this, pfffffffffffffffffffttt!! WAYY TO BURDEN!

Okay move on, actually this post is to tell my followers that I'm thankful if you read my posts. WHOEVER READING THIS NOW, thanks a bunch and sorry peeps I know there are no longer posts with strong issues, worth to read and what's left in this blog were somekind of shitz, but I really need to let out all these crapoos because I'll get to tense and will cry out loud and tear out all the papers and go insane, now I am -__- sorry. It's raining outside that I couldnt help. I'm the only issue now huh? pathetic.

Okay, the result will be up soon and I'm not telling you what I feel, because hahah that's too random. everyone scared ofc! duuh. And to tell you what, finally I realised (lol finally) ME, I mean obviously WE, human will not satiesfied with what we have until we're about to looseee them. masa tu baru la terkial kila nak kejar balik apa benda yang kita hampir hilang betul tak? Sekarang aku rasa macam banyak sangat benda yang aku tak pernah hargai dulu, sekarang.. aku sangat sangat nak benda tu. ahh banyak la, hmm hmmmm okay.

Current mood : You're beautiful, heeeeeeee! A.N.JELL! they made my day, ouhh nonono they made my year! GAH to much, tooo much. Since Kim Bum's DREAM come to the end, I dont know what to watch because I kinda miss SoEulmate :( And all my Youtube's friends get excited and the MV about YB are everywhere in my subbox, so I've decided to check out the drama, and god I'm stuck! :D

And The Vampires Diaries, I'm thrilled! Shipping for Damon, vampires really know how to make my blood rush to my face. lol *New Obsesssssion, maybe new video will come up!*

GO BUY NEW MOON TICKET, likee NOW!! xD Edward is another vampire huh :p

tak sabar balik raya haji, hahah baru seminggu macam setahun. bye :)

Birthday lagi :)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DURRAH! YOU KNOW I LOVE YOU ♥

Aku carik gmbar aku dengan Durrah tapi xjumpa, kahkah banyak sangat file dalam laptop ni. tah pape -__-

Skitzo

Okay aku dah lupa bila last time Justine wrote to me, yeah that cute girl. She's going to the kindergarden and she's so happy. at least that's what she told me. Aku pun happy zaman aku sekolah tadika dulu. sekolah ibu kat sebelah then satu kelas dengan saiful, my fluffy bro gahaaa! school just felt like home. kan? tapi itu 13 tahun dulu. I'm not telling you I missed and wanna go back to the past because you've got to read my mind, duhh. Last night was blast. Never tell why, sorry. damn sad tak join ayie diana azek and whosoever yang keluar harineh. I want but I cant. So not to tell you why to. Langsung tak prepare mind or soul nak masuk sem dua neh -__- okay now I feel.. sorrow. Is that the right word for this feeling? naah I dont know. I miss everybody and anyone? T_T

And this kinda made my day, isnt Ryan Higa the hilarious man creature ever? ROFLMAO!

It's her, Rachel

Not much to say, I wish you a very Happy Birthday BB!! Geeeez I hope you'll manage to meet Mike He or Lee Min Ho one day, faster grow up and... 18!! Remember the plan for us, hahah! Thanks for being such an awesome friend and and andd you know what I'm gonna say, I LOVE YOU, my french teacher, gahaaaa. ♥ ♥

ps: Passer l'école et faire de votre journée gone wild! xD ( I dont know what're gone wild in French)

HEPTIC but LOVE

It's 12:40.
Kaki lenguh.
Mata berat.
Tangan gatal update blog -__-
I cant get myself, really!

Okay harini makan banyaaaaaaaaak! I'm contented then skarang dah kehabisan tenaga buang semua, gross I know, hahah. And my broadband kinda creepy. Always being SOO WONKY all-the-times. New laptop would be nice, takde kene mengena? xD Series, MSN, YM semua dah gila. Gamba hangout banyak tapi.. tapi semua pun tak boleh transfer. Diana :) hahah saje. Aand Abid! I'm glad your MSN is back though Celcom is a bit jealous of us I think, IMY :) hahah saje lagi. Creepy crappy post for Halloween I guess.




p/s : Sorry when I'm not replying your msg, its just somehow the line wont let you read it :(

NO drama

Yes, this is my confession post. And it's more about friends. Fahamkan sendiri, I'm not gonna explain anything.

Aku terfikir seharian pasal semua benda, okay tolak masa tidur makan solat. Kadang-kadang kita tak akan perasan apa yang kita dah buat. You said you hate those things before, but you'll never know that, you ARE doing the things now. Kita takkan tahu benda yang akan terjadi masa akan datang, unless you're somekind of phsycic who predict the future, that's not count. Kadang kita tak perasan benda yang kita cakapkan macam memberi harapan kat orang, janji, dan menggembirakan hati orang. Tapi lepas kita berubah, sekaligus orang sekeliling akan kecewa. Yang amat. Perasan tak? You're awesome if you do realise. Semua orang berubah. Dan siapa tahu kita pernah membenci orang yang berubah ke arah itu. Lagi kejam, kita perasan perubahan kita menyakitkan hati yang lain tapi kita buat buat tak kisah. Hati kita memang dah mati to explain every single thing that happened. Last last, kesal. It's too late.

My heart hurt while typing this. If you do understand what I meant, glad. I felt honoured to because my words make sense. but if you dont, just leave. I wont force you to understand those words that hve been taken out from the bottom of my heart. I'll heal my own wound. Last words, you win. Thanks.

Aku cuma nak lepaskan apa yang aku rasa. Siapa yang membaca, fikirkan, and dont ask anything to me. I'll just end my thought here in this post.